Scripture Study 2025-12-04 Joshua’s Dream

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Josh shared a dream he received from YHWH dealing with the second coming events. We also talk about what the different images in the dream represent. Latter Days are the last part of the Last Days. Last Days is from the First Coming to the Second Coming. Scriptures become clear when you can see what all the scriptures say on one subject. We are to have Torah on our mind and our hearts. Purpose of Life is to come under Yeshua’s covering, keep His Torah, and help others to do the same. When you first join YHWH’s church, you feel inadequate. Josh called out to Yeshua for help. Ben saw Yeshua’s face in a vision. Phil Davis is a false teacher and this group could not explain things. Leaders are wolves, the followers don’t know any better. A lot of people did not like the A Word of Caution post. John shares how He found Yeshua’s ways. When we strive to keep YHWH’s Torah, He guides us on how to take care of things in our life. When we keep YHWH’s words, He gives us more understanding. Blessing are now, and applications are now. John thanks, flawed Steven, for teaching him. It is common to fall after we come under Yeshua’s covering, hence the pallets in the dream with the church. Baptism of Fire happens when Yeshua accepts your desire to repent. It is hard to stand for the truth when your life is on the line. When you don’t stand up for truth in the small circumstances, it shows you won’t in the big ones, because you have not gained the strength, understanding, behavior, personality, desire and maturity to do it with the big. The church should be helping people when they are going through spiritual problems. The church members need to remember what they went through such that they will have the compassion to help others through it. There is no steps to the alter who is Yeshua. It takes diligence to go from justified to sanctified. The ramp, not stairs, represents the way to Yeshua. Fat represents sin. The outer count represents the Telestial glory. The Passover Lamb represents Yeshua. Helping others come to Yeshua and keep His ways should be a personal thing. YHWH will give us the strength we need to accomplish the tasks He has for us. YHWH renews the strength of those who follow Him. Meek means to rest in Torah. Children is symbolic of followers. Joel prophesied in the Last Days, First Coming to Second Coming, YHWH will give dreams and visions to his followers, and this is one of them.

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00:00:03 All right. Good evening everyone. My
00:00:05 name is uh Josh Sickls and tonight we’re
00:00:08 going to be doing a I mean it’s not
00:00:10 going to be a really super long
00:00:11 recording, but I’ve had an experience
00:00:15 um that I think is important. Um and
00:00:20 it’s a personal experience and um I do
00:00:24 believe it has something to do with um
00:00:27 coming events uh that will be occurring
00:00:30 in the world uh very soon. Um and it is
00:00:35 interesting that the scriptures bring
00:00:37 out that in the last days or the latter
00:00:41 days which is the last of the last days.
00:00:44 Um, if you if you know what to look for
00:00:46 in scripture, um, and just on these last
00:00:50 days, I think I’m just going to put in a
00:00:52 plug, shameless plug. We’re almost done.
00:00:55 This our little group here is almost
00:00:57 done with the last days page that will
00:01:00 have scriptures that basically the last
00:01:03 days is first coming to second coming.
00:01:05 Okay. So,
00:01:07 >> and
00:01:08 days is the last of the last days.
00:01:11 >> It’s amazing. It’s amazing how clear the
00:01:14 scriptures are when you can actually get
00:01:18 if you can actually get all of them that
00:01:20 mention a certain subject in one place.
00:01:24 >> Yeah. Hence, I wrote a searching tool.
00:01:26 But anyway,
00:01:27 >> yeah, shameless plug. Uh
00:01:29 >> yeah. Well, it’s free, so it’s not like
00:01:31 a thing, but the index leaves things
00:01:35 out. So
00:01:37 >> so I I find it interesting in the
00:01:39 scriptures that in uh it says in the
00:01:41 last days that uh many things will be
00:01:44 revealed um to the faithful followers
00:01:47 through signs and dreams and visions and
00:01:50 I believe that I have had a dream of
00:01:53 such a nature that I would like to
00:01:56 share. Um I believe it is I believe it
00:02:00 is personal but I also believe that it
00:02:02 it uh does deal with some general uh
00:02:07 things that are good to share um with
00:02:11 everyone. And so I would like to take
00:02:13 this opportunity to share my experience.
00:02:16 Um
00:02:18 so the dream starts out with me and my
00:02:21 brother Andrew. Um, we had been out and
00:02:24 about and it was time for us to go back
00:02:28 to the home place.
00:02:31 Uh, and that’s all I can really call it
00:02:33 because that’s all it came up as in my
00:02:35 dream was is it’s time to go back to the
00:02:37 home place.
00:02:39 And but for some reason there was
00:02:42 something holding us back and that thing
00:02:44 was the fact that my brother Andrew
00:02:46 suddenly became ill and he was like,
00:02:50 “Well, we need to go to the doctor. I
00:02:52 know this doctor we can go to and he’ll
00:02:54 tell us what’s going on. So I took my
00:02:57 brother to the doctor and the doctor
00:03:01 very quickly was able to assertain that
00:03:04 it was something wrong in my brother’s
00:03:07 head.
00:03:09 And he said, “I’m going to have to open
00:03:11 him up and I’m going to have to go in
00:03:12 there and I’m going to have to fix
00:03:13 whatever it is.”
00:03:16 And my brother was was fine with that.
00:03:18 He went to the table willingly and the
00:03:20 doctor he went and started he opened my
00:03:23 brother’s head and started working on in
00:03:25 his head in his brain and and uh he did
00:03:29 what he needed to do and patched my
00:03:31 brother up. Then he looked at me and
00:03:33 said, “When I’m now that I’m done, you
00:03:35 got to he’s going to need some help.”
00:03:37 Okay? He’s going to need some help. Um
00:03:41 and and I looked at the doctor said,
00:03:43 “What do you mean? Is he you know, is
00:03:46 this going to affect his life? the his
00:03:49 movement and all that good stuff. And
00:03:51 doctor was like, “Well, at first, yes,
00:03:53 but he’ll get his strength back
00:03:54 quickly.” And I was like, “Okay.”
00:03:58 And so Andrew, of course, he sits up and
00:04:00 goes to get off the table. And uh his
00:04:04 legs buckle underneath him as soon as he
00:04:06 tries to stand up on his own. And I have
00:04:08 to run over real quick and catch him uh
00:04:10 before he falls on the floor. And I get
00:04:13 over there and I catch him. I say,
00:04:14 “Okay, doc. I I see what you mean.” And
00:04:17 um so we begin to walk out of the of the
00:04:20 building. We walk out of the office. We
00:04:23 get onto the elevator. And then this is
00:04:24 where the dream kind of takes a weird
00:04:27 turn
00:04:28 because as soon as we exit the elevator,
00:04:31 it’s no longer
00:04:33 my brother that I’m holding up. It’s my
00:04:36 exwife
00:04:39 um who I’m holding up and her legs.
00:04:42 Nothing is working. Like nothing. I
00:04:44 literally have to hold her up and just
00:04:46 move through the building with her. We
00:04:49 get out. We go out the back door into an
00:04:52 alley.
00:04:54 >> Alley.
00:04:55 >> This is just more of a joke. Is that
00:04:56 more of a wish list or
00:05:01 >> I’ll leave that alone. Um,
00:05:03 >> sorry.
00:05:04 >> So, I’m gonna leave that alone. Um, so
00:05:08 we get out the building and we get into
00:05:11 an alley. It’s a narrow alley and we’re
00:05:12 walking through. We come out of the
00:05:15 alley and it kind of opens up into a
00:05:17 larger alley area and this is when my ex
00:05:22 loses it completely and she just
00:05:24 collapses on a pile of pallets and just
00:05:26 sobbing and and crying and saying, “I
00:05:29 I’ve messed everything up. There’s no
00:05:31 coming back. I I’m I’m done. I’m it’s
00:05:34 over with.” and and I notice off to the
00:05:38 right hand side on a sitting on another
00:05:42 stack of pallets there are three shall
00:05:45 we say women of the night uh sitting
00:05:48 over there and just kind of watching the
00:05:50 whole thing right and just kind of
00:05:52 talking amongst themselves and watching
00:05:54 the whole thing and um
00:05:56 >> but so I’m going to interject uh you
00:05:58 need to mention the colors that you
00:06:00 mentioned earlier for those
00:06:02 >> yes so one of the ladies uh was wearing
00:06:05 all black. Uh, another lady was wearing
00:06:08 all red and had flaming red hair. And I
00:06:11 remember that specifically. Um, and
00:06:15 >> and and one of them was wearing
00:06:17 multiolor,
00:06:19 >> right? And so finally after after my ex
00:06:24 had been sitting there for about five
00:06:26 minutes just going on and on about how
00:06:28 everything was done, it was over. She’d
00:06:29 messed everything up and there was no
00:06:31 coming back. And this, I was like,
00:06:32 “Okay, enough is enough. Let’s go.” and
00:06:35 I I pick her up literally and it really
00:06:39 the odd thing is the entire time it
00:06:41 really didn’t take a toll on me. I was
00:06:44 able to hold uh in the earlier part of
00:06:47 the dream my brother Andrew and now my
00:06:50 ex I was able to hold them up and move
00:06:53 without
00:06:54 really any
00:06:57 uh strain I guess you could say. And so
00:07:02 I start moving her through the alleyway
00:07:05 and then I notice the three women of the
00:07:08 night. They get up and they start
00:07:11 following
00:07:13 us.
00:07:15 And I knew immediately
00:07:18 that they meant us no good.
00:07:24 I knew they were following us so that
00:07:25 they could find a place to jump us and
00:07:27 and do us harm. Right? So, I pick up I I
00:07:32 basically at that point I just shoulder
00:07:34 my ex and I start booking it and that’s
00:07:37 when the dream faded out.
00:07:41 >> Um, so I want to interject real quick on
00:07:45 because I do think it’s important to add
00:07:49 some context to particular two
00:07:52 characters before
00:07:55 >> and to help understand why they would
00:07:57 represent what they represent. um before
00:08:00 we continue if that’s okay Josh. Okay.
00:08:02 >> Sure. Yeah.
00:08:02 >> So just to give a little background uh
00:08:06 Josh was in the Navy. Okay.
00:08:09 >> So he is very in the protective
00:08:13 business.
00:08:15 >> Yes.
00:08:16 >> Security, right?
00:08:18 >> Protection.
00:08:20 >> Um helping people who can’t help
00:08:22 themselves. Yes.
00:08:23 >> Yes. And then on on Andrew, one thing
00:08:28 that people who know him would know
00:08:30 this, but not everybody knows him. So,
00:08:33 but he loves to share the gospel. Okay?
00:08:37 >> And he’s very eloquent. And he’s very
00:08:39 eloquent in doing so.
00:08:41 >> He does do a very good job at it. So,
00:08:43 but the reasons I’m bringing these up,
00:08:45 these two backgrounds of these two real
00:08:50 people characters in the dream is
00:08:52 because it goes along with the symbolism
00:08:56 that’s in the dream. In that in this
00:08:58 dream, Andrew, because of his love of
00:09:01 missionary work and being eloquent, elo,
00:09:04 I can’t even say the word.
00:09:05 >> Eloquent. Eloquent.
00:09:07 >> Yeah, that one.
00:09:07 >> I’m not that, as you could tell.
00:09:11 You’re doing fine. You’re doing fine.
00:09:13 >> Um,
00:09:13 >> you’re doing
00:09:14 >> Yeah, I I was just making fun of my
00:09:16 speech impediment. That’s fine. Um, I’m
00:09:18 fine with it. You guys help me out with
00:09:20 it. Um, I was just making light of it.
00:09:23 But because of his love of missionary
00:09:25 work in the dream, he represents the
00:09:28 144,000. Okay? Cuz guess what? Those are
00:09:33 the people who are going to do
00:09:36 missionary work to the world.
00:09:39 >> So, yes. And there’s something really
00:09:41 interesting about that.
00:09:46 It’s interesting. The doctor repres the
00:09:48 doctor represents Yeshua.
00:09:51 >> Yes. As he’s the master physician,
00:09:53 >> the master healer. Mhm.
00:09:56 >> And um
00:09:59 when we find out the truth about Torah,
00:10:03 even those of us who were meant
00:10:07 who he knew would be teachers,
00:10:10 when we first find out the truth about
00:10:12 it,
00:10:14 our legs don’t work.
00:10:17 >> Yes.
00:10:18 >> Yes. Um
00:10:19 >> we have trouble standing on our own two
00:10:21 feet.
00:10:23 >> Yeah.
00:10:24 Um, I agree with that. And because of
00:10:27 that, you can then know how to help
00:10:29 others who gone will be going through it
00:10:32 themselves in the future. Right.
00:10:34 >> Right.
00:10:35 >> Right.
00:10:36 >> Um,
00:10:37 >> so and I do see Josh as the protector in
00:10:42 the movie. It’s his background. I mean,
00:10:44 just look at him.
00:10:46 >> Yep.
00:10:46 >> I I mean, come on. And and even in our
00:10:49 meetings, I do tend to get I even in our
00:10:52 meetings that we’ve had in the past, I
00:10:53 do tend to become very protective of of
00:10:57 space and time and people talking over
00:11:00 each other and stuff like I do get very
00:11:02 protective from time to time. Just say,
00:11:03 “Hey guys, let’s you know, be kind.”
00:11:07 >> Yes. And and so this protection, I will
00:11:10 say, uh goes along with um Zion. Mhm.
00:11:17 And
00:11:17 >> so what happens here and this is what
00:11:19 should happen even now but I I because
00:11:22 of the three figures I do know it’s
00:11:24 about the second coming. Right. But
00:11:28 >> um
00:11:31 with Andrew being the 144. Okay.
00:11:34 >> Right.
00:11:36 >> When someone’s converted
00:11:39 the master healer does work on our
00:11:43 brains to go put Torah on it. a start.
00:11:47 Okay.
00:11:48 >> But then we don’t know what to do with
00:11:50 it and hence going from the missionary
00:11:55 Andrew to the church or Zion
00:12:00 uh with Josh
00:12:03 >> reminds me reminds me of the Savior’s
00:12:06 instruction in at the end of John where
00:12:08 he has Peter and he asks him three
00:12:11 times, lovest thou me?
00:12:15 And Peter each time says, “Yeah, more
00:12:17 vehemently says,”Yay, Lord, thou knowest
00:12:20 that I love me.” And each time he says,
00:12:21 “Feed my sheep.”
00:12:23 >> And when thou art converted, strengthen
00:12:26 thy brethren.
00:12:28 >> Now, after you’re converted, and you’ll
00:12:31 see that throughout the DNC, once you
00:12:32 learn
00:12:34 >> and made it part of you, as in written
00:12:38 Torah on your heart or your inards,
00:12:40 because now it’s you,
00:12:42 >> right? Then go help others. And hence
00:12:46 what I say the purpose of life is which
00:12:48 I see in the scriptures is come and
00:12:50 under Yeshua’s covering,
00:12:52 >> keep his Torah
00:12:53 >> and help others
00:12:54 >> and then help others do the same.
00:12:56 >> Yeah. You know a lot of people talk
00:12:59 about submitting to the mind and will of
00:13:00 Yahw and yes that is the thing but
00:13:03 eventually you need to make that mind
00:13:05 and will your own.
00:13:06 >> Yes.
00:13:08 Hence it be written on your mind as he
00:13:11 was doing brain surgery
00:13:12 >> and your will in your heart.
00:13:13 >> He was he was he was in there. Oh, he
00:13:16 was definitely in there. Yep.
00:13:17 >> Yeah. Yeah. I don’t think the dream is
00:13:19 all inclusive. Of course, what story or
00:13:23 history in the scriptures is or
00:13:25 teaching, right?
00:13:27 >> It didn’t include the heart, but it did
00:13:29 work on the inards.
00:13:31 >> Yep. He did work on the inards. And and
00:13:34 um you know I I also find it interesting
00:13:37 at least in symbology
00:13:39 that the church is always represented by
00:13:42 a woman.
00:13:44 >> All of a sudden we’re switching from my
00:13:46 brother in the elevator to going into
00:13:49 the alley and immediately as soon as we
00:13:50 enter the alley it’s my ex who is
00:13:53 >> and let me tell you let me tell you why.
00:13:57 Because the man in scripture represents
00:14:01 one with authority.
00:14:05 >> Mhm.
00:14:07 >> The symbolism of the man is one with
00:14:09 authority.
00:14:10 >> Oh, no. I Yes. Yes. Yes. I I understand
00:14:13 that.
00:14:14 >> And I I do think though more here with
00:14:17 the context of the whole dream. I do
00:14:18 think man Andrew is because it’s 144.
00:14:22 >> And that’s and I and that’s my point.
00:14:24 The 144,000 have authority.
00:14:27 Yeah. Okay. All right. Uh, very good. I
00:14:29 guess it wasn’t too clear to me. Sorry
00:14:32 about that.
00:14:33 >> Yeah. Yes. Well, you you keep me honest
00:14:38 because sometimes I think that everybody
00:14:40 is uh that everybody’s brain works
00:14:43 exactly like mine. And uh
00:14:48 >> and and and in reality and in reality,
00:14:51 and this is not a bad thing, Ben, in any
00:14:53 way, shape, or form, hardly anybody’s
00:14:55 brain works like yours.
00:14:57 >> Well, I’ll tell you, mine does not.
00:15:00 >> Yeah. Or my nor mine either. So
00:15:02 sometimes I have to get more context
00:15:05 from what you’re saying, but Yeah.
00:15:06 >> Yeah. And that’s just I was just trying
00:15:08 to break that out to be clear. But I but
00:15:11 I do think I find I found it interesting
00:15:14 and I think that
00:15:16 >> and here’s my take on it or what was my
00:15:19 take on it when I first woke up from
00:15:22 this dream because I woke up and I
00:15:24 couldn’t fall back asleep because my
00:15:26 brain immediately went to into analyze
00:15:29 mode. Uh as soon as I woke up I was like
00:15:32 whoa that was somebody trying to tell me
00:15:34 something. And seriously, that was I was
00:15:38 like, I’m being told something here.
00:15:41 >> And so I went into analyze mode. And
00:15:43 what I got from it was
00:15:49 that I don’t necessarily
00:15:52 uh need to worry about my brother that
00:15:54 that he is being worked with and um that
00:15:57 he will be okay and that um he will be
00:16:01 held up. Um the other thing that I got
00:16:05 from this is that along with my role as
00:16:08 we prefaced earlier uh in the recording
00:16:11 um I do believe that I was given a
00:16:14 personal mission to help safeguard and
00:16:16 watch over Zion and to help keep it safe
00:16:20 from the influences of
00:16:24 >> and my good friend Stephen did did add
00:16:27 some clarification for the three ladies
00:16:29 of the night who were chasing us trying
00:16:31 to do us harm. Uh the lady in black was
00:16:34 the Jesuits.
00:16:36 Um the lady the flaming red lady was the
00:16:40 >> Well, the flaming is very intriguing
00:16:43 because that goes with the phoenix which
00:16:46 also goes with the
00:16:48 >> Right. Right. And then the multi and
00:16:51 then the multicolored one
00:16:53 >> was the antichrist.
00:16:54 >> Correct.
00:16:56 which is why those three characters are
00:16:59 a big reason why this should be tied to
00:17:03 uh
00:17:04 >> end times,
00:17:05 >> the end times and also helps all the
00:17:08 pieces fit together shows that Andrew
00:17:11 represents the 144,000 and then also
00:17:16 it’s kind of a mix of the 144,000 and
00:17:19 the converts that they’re creating that
00:17:23 then become the church because Andrew
00:17:26 morphed into
00:17:28 >> into the church
00:17:29 >> into Josh’s ex-wife, which represents
00:17:33 the church. And it’s interesting enough
00:17:38 >> when you first
00:17:41 come and join, you feel inadequate,
00:17:46 which is what she was going through.
00:17:47 >> You I will tell you something right now.
00:17:50 When when I first
00:17:54 realized my awful situation,
00:18:00 I was in the depths of despair.
00:18:03 Like literally, I was in the depths of
00:18:05 despair. How how can I come back from
00:18:07 this? There there’s nothing I can do.
00:18:09 And you know what? I was right.
00:18:13 There was nothing that I of myself
00:18:17 could do.
00:18:20 But then I remembered But then I
00:18:23 remembered just like Elma the Younger
00:18:26 in the Book of Mormon,
00:18:29 a name,
00:18:32 a person
00:18:34 that I could call upon for help.
00:18:39 And oh boy, did I.
00:18:45 And it
00:18:48 everything is okay.
00:18:51 And that’s all I can really say.
00:18:57 >> Everything is okay.
00:19:02 Um,
00:19:05 and so the the part where my ex-wife was
00:19:08 just just lost it and was in the depths
00:19:12 of despair. This is what happens
00:19:16 when you first realize
00:19:19 how wrong you’ve been,
00:19:23 how lost you have been,
00:19:27 how hopeless your case is
00:19:33 just in you in and of yourself. And I’ll
00:19:38 and just to piggyback off of that,
00:19:41 um when I
00:19:44 uh first found out about my awful
00:19:47 situation,
00:19:49 I was about to be uh rebaptized for the
00:19:53 first time.
00:19:55 Um
00:19:59 and it drove me to my knees
00:20:04 as I remembered all the things that I
00:20:07 had all the thing as I thought about all
00:20:09 the things that I had done that I didn’t
00:20:11 know were not right
00:20:15 thought about all the things that I’d
00:20:17 done that I knew were not right
00:20:23 and um
00:20:28 and I prayed
00:20:31 and I remember reiterating something
00:20:35 akin to what Lemonai’s father said.
00:20:41 And this began my search
00:20:44 to seek the face
00:20:47 of Yahw
00:20:51 in earnest.
00:20:55 And um
00:20:58 I will give up all of my sins to know
00:21:00 you.
00:21:05 have mercy on me. And my
00:21:08 sorrow,
00:21:12 my sorrow was instantly replaced with uh
00:21:17 not my sorrow was instantly replaced
00:21:21 with joy.
00:21:26 And I was able to get up
00:21:29 and go to work
00:21:32 and finish that day’s work the work. And
00:21:34 it was the most productive day of work
00:21:36 I’d ever had in life. Got so much done.
00:21:42 I mean, it’s not was it wasn’t in a
00:21:44 particularly uh I I wasn’t work I was
00:21:47 working in a convenience store the
00:21:49 overnight shift weekend
00:21:53 and I I handed it over the next day. But
00:21:57 I the mo the most important thing that I
00:22:00 remember was for that next 24 hours I
00:22:04 was just super happy and I was super
00:22:08 excited that I was going to get
00:22:10 baptized.
00:22:20 >> You know,
00:22:22 and you know what? Even the fact that
00:22:25 the people who rebaptized me were in
00:22:27 themselves wolves
00:22:31 doesn’t change the fact that I doesn’t
00:22:36 change what I felt
00:22:39 in that moment. that joy, that knowing,
00:22:47 >> that my path was right,
00:22:52 >> and that my heart was right,
00:22:55 >> and that this was something that Yah
00:22:56 felt he could work with.
00:23:01 >> Yeah.
00:23:02 >> Yep.
00:23:03 >> So, just are are you done for sharing
00:23:06 your experience? So with me
00:23:09 when
00:23:15 I didn’t see the face of Yahweh like
00:23:18 Moses did
00:23:20 >> and his experience. However,
00:23:24 when Ben was sharing his experience, it
00:23:26 kind of reminded me of how Moses
00:23:29 described
00:23:30 the nothingness
00:23:33 that he was.
00:23:37 When you have that despair that Josh
00:23:42 spoke of,
00:23:44 when you have that despair
00:23:46 and you know that there is absolutely
00:23:50 nothing you of yourself can do, that is
00:23:53 where that feeling of nothingness comes
00:23:56 from. It comes from the fact that you
00:23:59 know that you are absolutely powerless
00:24:02 to do anything in and of yourself in
00:24:05 that moment.
00:24:09 But so when Moses
00:24:12 said,
00:24:14 “Now I know that man is nothing.”
00:24:19 He was in essence
00:24:23 stating
00:24:25 that he recognized his awful situation
00:24:28 because it was something that he had
00:24:30 never before supposeded.
00:24:36 And it was the same for me. I had nevero
00:24:39 I had never before supposed that I was
00:24:42 nothing. Now granted, before this
00:24:45 happened, I was thrown out on the street
00:24:48 by my brother.
00:24:51 >> Yes, me.
00:24:53 >> There was misunderstandings at the time.
00:24:55 >> Misunderstandings. Yes, there were
00:24:57 misunderstandings. Absolutely. But I was
00:25:00 thrown out on the street and I I felt,
00:25:05 you know, pretty worthless. And then I
00:25:07 came in touch with my good friend
00:25:10 um in South Carolina. He’s my very very
00:25:13 best friend and we still communicate. We
00:25:15 still are in contact with one another
00:25:17 and he
00:25:21 he’s very much into the power of self
00:25:26 but in a very different way. It’s like
00:25:28 okay let’s get you past this funk that
00:25:31 you’re in
00:25:33 and let’s push you to get a small
00:25:37 victory. Let’s just get a small victory
00:25:39 right now.
00:25:41 He’s like, “I have patient. I’ll have
00:25:43 patience with your earnings. Let’s just
00:25:46 get a small victory right now. Let’s
00:25:48 just get a job right now.”
00:25:52 >> And so
00:25:54 I did that. I went out and I got a job.
00:25:57 So now, but what Ben kind of did was he
00:26:01 kind of got me away from that feeling of
00:26:04 nothingness, like I was nothing.
00:26:07 pride kind of built my pride back up.
00:26:15 And then
00:26:17 Ben after he uh after he had found his
00:26:22 his uh his and then later my group of
00:26:25 pesky wolves. Um
00:26:30 >> so I’ll just I’ll call it out. The
00:26:33 Philistines or Phil Davis? the Philites.
00:26:37 Um,
00:26:39 but uh
00:26:42 they
00:26:45 were talking about placing everything on
00:26:47 the altar and
00:26:51 the these are just talking points to
00:26:53 them, but to me it became something that
00:26:57 was real, that was very very real.
00:27:01 And they couldn’t describe it.
00:27:04 They couldn’t explain what that meant.
00:27:07 And so I’m like,
00:27:09 well, okay.
00:27:11 So
00:27:14 I
00:27:16 I took a journey.
00:27:21 I quit my employment altogether.
00:27:25 And I say I give my employment situation
00:27:27 to you. Yeah.
00:27:32 Yeah, probably had a a good little
00:27:35 chuckle with that one.
00:27:38 >> He’s like, “Oh, really?”
00:27:40 >> Oh, he’s chuckled over my life, so don’t
00:27:42 >> Oh, yeah.
00:27:44 >> And then I said, “Okay, nothing’s
00:27:47 happening.” Uh, very well. I give up um
00:27:53 I give up eating food for a week.
00:27:58 So, I fasted for a week.
00:28:01 Still nothing’s happening. So I go back
00:28:03 to eating food because well that’s not
00:28:05 that’s not it. So I’m like okay
00:28:09 I give up.
00:28:12 I will be willing to give up my car cuz
00:28:14 and it’s the only vehicle we have. And
00:28:17 then Y was like knocked did a little
00:28:22 head knocker. You know he’s knocking on
00:28:25 my head like hey do no.
00:28:30 I was like, “Okay,
00:28:32 >> not the car.
00:28:34 >> Not the car.”
00:28:34 >> And so I basically got frustrated at
00:28:37 this time. I’m I’m really figuring out
00:28:39 that the Philite group is just a pack of
00:28:41 morons and wolves
00:28:44 >> cuz they can’t describe
00:28:46 >> half of them are wolves, the other half
00:28:48 are morons,
00:28:49 >> right? They can’t describe what’s going
00:28:52 on.
00:28:53 >> So I I just want to clarify Ben’s
00:28:56 statement. I I I wasn’t there. I was I I
00:28:59 I
00:29:01 >> I did a lot of waking up and arising
00:29:04 before Phil got on the scene, so I I
00:29:07 knew he’s a bad actor before, but
00:29:10 um on the 5050, I don’t know if that
00:29:13 number is accurate because I was not
00:29:15 >> It’s more
00:29:17 along the It’s more meant along the
00:29:18 lines of the two parts.
00:29:20 >> Yes. Uh because I would say it’s leaders
00:29:23 and followers. Okay. I I would call the
00:29:27 leaders wolves and I um Ben and I
00:29:31 actually did a un very unpopular post.
00:29:36 word of caution, right? On that uh
00:29:41 various parts of that issue, but
00:29:44 it it’s
00:29:46 the leaders of wolves, the followers
00:29:51 are going off second Nephi 28:14. They
00:29:54 just don’t know any better.
00:29:56 >> They’re deceived. Yeah,
00:29:57 >> they’re deceived. So So nobody can
00:30:00 describe it, right? Nobody can describe
00:30:02 what it means to place things on the
00:30:04 altar. I had one brother who’s a wolf
00:30:09 who uh came up and said, “Well, I gave
00:30:12 up my truck so somebody else could have
00:30:15 transportation and that was good enough
00:30:18 for Yahweh.” I’m like, “Well, that’s
00:30:21 that’s nice.”
00:30:23 Uh anyway, so uh moving on from that,
00:30:29 finally I get I’m getting I’m getting a
00:30:32 little frustrated because I’m I’m doing
00:30:34 all these things that I’m thinking of,
00:30:37 right? I’m trying
00:30:40 I’m trying to take all this stuff on
00:30:42 >> and then in hours and hours of prayer,
00:30:44 we’re convincing ourselves that it’s a
00:30:45 good idea.
00:30:46 >> Yeah, of course. Because you know that’s
00:30:49 the example that we have. This is a
00:30:50 teaching that we
00:30:52 >> typical CIA brainwashing.
00:30:54 >> Yeah, absolutely.
00:30:56 So, finally
00:30:59 I get I in my brain something snaps and
00:31:02 I’m like enough is enough. Y I’ve done
00:31:06 everything I can think of. I am nothing.
00:31:11 I don’t know how to do this. I don’t
00:31:13 know what I’m doing.
00:31:16 What do I need to do?
00:31:20 And the frustration was not at him. It
00:31:23 was at me
00:31:26 because I was falling back into old
00:31:31 habit patterns, old habits of life,
00:31:34 trying to do all these things on my own
00:31:37 and not leaning on the arm of Yahwa, on
00:31:41 the arms of Yahwa like the scriptures
00:31:44 say. I I am a great advocate of the
00:31:47 scriptures. I love the scriptures and I
00:31:50 actually do know what they say.
00:31:55 Lean on his arms when I stated that I
00:32:01 didn’t know that I can’t do this myself.
00:32:05 Please help me.
00:32:07 >> I want to interject. Arms are power.
00:32:10 Okay.
00:32:10 >> Yeah, that is true. On his power. Lean
00:32:13 on his power. Beautiful. when I stated
00:32:17 that I had no power,
00:32:20 that I couldn’t do it myself and that I
00:32:24 was nothing
00:32:26 and I said, “What do I do?”
00:32:31 That is when Yahweh came and he said,
00:32:34 “Study
00:32:36 my law.”
00:32:39 >> Or other words, Torah.
00:32:41 >> Yes.
00:32:43 study my law. I had also shortly before
00:32:48 then had been taken to task by Yahwa.
00:32:52 And let me tell you something, there is
00:32:54 nothing worse
00:32:58 than getting the reprovement
00:33:00 of Yahwa, especially when it comes to
00:33:03 his mind, his revealed mind and will.
00:33:07 I read the book of Deuteronomy with a
00:33:09 lightminded
00:33:12 heart,
00:33:15 not taking it seriously. Yahweh raped me
00:33:18 over the coals for doing that and told
00:33:22 me to read it again and do so seriously.
00:33:25 I did. And guess what?
00:33:29 When he said that, that’s all to preface
00:33:32 this idea of when he said study my law,
00:33:36 I was much more receptive to it because
00:33:38 I had found out that those wolves and
00:33:42 those charlatans had no freaking clue
00:33:45 about what they were talking about when
00:33:47 it came to the Old Testament. and I had
00:33:50 done the like-minded reading of the book
00:33:52 of Deuteronomy
00:33:54 due to their counsel.
00:33:59 And so Yahweh rad over the culps and he
00:34:03 told me, “You will read the book of
00:34:05 Deuteronomy and you will read it
00:34:09 with my attitude and my spirit
00:34:15 >> or behavior.”
00:34:17 >> Yes. and you will treat with reverence
00:34:21 that which is to be treated with
00:34:23 reverence.
00:34:26 And he took two hours to say that.
00:34:31 >> Oh boy.
00:34:32 >> I received a sore
00:34:36 chastisement from Yahweh. Let me tell
00:34:39 you something. That is the last thing
00:34:41 that you want.
00:34:45 I am a witness of that.
00:34:47 But I’m also witness
00:34:50 to the abundant mercy
00:34:53 and love
00:34:56 that I felt when I read the book of
00:34:59 Deuteronomy. And then I studied the laws
00:35:02 he said in the spirit and behavior in
00:35:06 which it was meant to be read, not with
00:35:09 the spirit of disapproval and
00:35:11 disprovement.
00:35:12 And it’s interesting
00:35:15 that after he did that,
00:35:18 we received revelation on how to
00:35:20 extricate ourselves from the financial
00:35:22 burden that we have been play that we
00:35:24 had found oursel that we found ourselves
00:35:26 under.
00:35:27 >> Yeah.
00:35:28 >> And also revelations regarding how to
00:35:31 protect the boys in these t my sons in
00:35:35 these times,
00:35:36 >> especially the ultra woke movement.
00:35:38 >> Yeah. which was they were trying to
00:35:41 convince my son Johnny that he was gay.
00:35:46 Um, and that’s just not the case. No,
00:35:50 >> that’s not the case.
00:35:53 >> But anyway ridiculous, but yeah. Anyway,
00:35:56 >> yeah. So, but and so
00:36:00 and we were and
00:36:03 when we when we committed to living his
00:36:08 law
00:36:10 as it had been revealed to us
00:36:14 uh in in the book of Deuteronomy,
00:36:18 he gave us more revelation.
00:36:20 >> Yes.
00:36:23 So are you saying when you kept the word
00:36:26 of Yahw, Yahw gave you more
00:36:28 understanding?
00:36:30 >> Yes.
00:36:31 >> And understanding relevant to our
00:36:33 particular
00:36:37 physical
00:36:38 situation
00:36:40 >> and spiritual
00:36:41 >> and spirit. Yeah. Because all things
00:36:43 >> as well as spiritual but yeah all things
00:36:46 are spiritual.
00:36:47 But but I’m but
00:36:51 to keep it on the level where most
00:36:53 people are at.
00:36:54 >> Yeah.
00:36:54 >> Most people would look at that as that’s
00:36:56 our physical situation. What does he
00:36:57 ought to care
00:36:59 >> as long as we’re repenting of our sins?
00:37:00 Right.
00:37:01 >> Oh. Oh, but he does. He does care.
00:37:05 >> Christian, sorry. um spiritualize
00:37:10 a lot of things, but uh the Hebrews are
00:37:13 like uh
00:37:17 functionalize it or meaning what to do
00:37:21 with it now,
00:37:23 >> not in the f in the who knows whatever
00:37:27 future time.
00:37:30 >> Um it’s it’s now the blessings are now
00:37:33 >> and the application is now. Yes.
00:37:37 >> And here’s the thing. This being said, I
00:37:41 understand
00:37:44 with this lesson, I have always thought
00:37:46 that I was a great student of judgment
00:37:49 and mercy underneath brigamite
00:37:52 knowledge.
00:37:54 With this example, people know
00:37:57 >> with this example,
00:38:00 I realized that I had no idea
00:38:04 until this happening. Yah knows that I
00:38:08 am a great lover of both justice, seeing
00:38:13 justice and mercy play out in real time.
00:38:19 These two things to me
00:38:23 are my great loves actually.
00:38:27 I I love seeing both justice and mercy
00:38:31 work at the same time. And I saw it work
00:38:36 in my own personal life. The justice,
00:38:38 yes, but also the mercy because even
00:38:41 when I was thrown out, Yah showed his
00:38:44 hand of mercy.
00:38:47 thrown out of the house by my brother.
00:38:51 He showed his hand of mercy by giving me
00:38:54 by allowing me to have good friends that
00:38:57 would help pick me up.
00:39:01 And then when my pride got in the way,
00:39:03 he showed his justice again and his
00:39:06 judgment again
00:39:08 and showed me that I was nothing
00:39:13 and helped me realize that I was
00:39:15 nothing. But then he showed me mercy
00:39:18 again.
00:39:19 >> It is by his reproof
00:39:22 that he shows you his child.
00:39:25 >> Yes.
00:39:25 >> The person who does not receive reproof
00:39:30 is no child of Elohim.
00:39:33 They are a bastard.
00:39:37 >> So John, are you uh done with your
00:39:39 history? You want to
00:39:40 >> almost almost. So, with that being said,
00:39:46 not that long after both Ben and I
00:39:49 received prompting that we were to study
00:39:52 Yah’s law,
00:39:54 we were led
00:39:56 to our dear brother Steven here.
00:40:04 And I will tell you this,
00:40:06 I have never been more honored and
00:40:10 privileged to study under
00:40:13 such a man as he for he truly does
00:40:16 understand. Does he have his flaws? Who
00:40:20 doesn’t?
00:40:25 This is incredible.
00:40:28 I have never
00:40:30 ever ever
00:40:32 had an instructor
00:40:36 as knowledgeable
00:40:38 about the subject matter,
00:40:41 nor as loving
00:40:45 of it as he.
00:40:49 >> Thank you, John.
00:40:52 You didn’t need to say that.
00:40:53 Now I’m going to get a little lighter.
00:40:57 This
00:40:57 >> Oh, thank you.
00:40:59 >> This is incredible.
00:41:01 Because for the entire first six months
00:41:07 that I was studying with Stephen,
00:41:10 this guy over here was trying to
00:41:12 undermine it.
00:41:14 >> I
00:41:17 >> Well, that’s fine. He saw the light a
00:41:20 little later.
00:41:21 >> I did. I did.
00:41:24 Once again, it’s that constant cycle of
00:41:28 justice and mercy.
00:41:32 And thank Yah for his justice and his
00:41:36 mercy. And that is my testimony of Yah’s
00:41:40 goodness.
00:41:42 >> Thank you.
00:41:42 >> My rock.
00:41:44 >> Thank you.
00:41:44 >> Thank you.
00:41:45 >> So,
00:41:46 >> for sharing that
00:41:48 kind of Oh, Stephen, did you have
00:41:50 something? I John’s um
00:41:55 very personal experience. It does give a
00:41:59 very good example
00:42:01 of what happens with a lot of people
00:42:05 when right after they become converted
00:42:09 and a lot of times
00:42:13 there is a high a spiritual high for
00:42:16 about two weeks.
00:42:18 >> Mhm.
00:42:19 >> And then they go down. Mhm.
00:42:22 >> Which I which is what I actually see in
00:42:27 the church, the exh Josh’s ex-wife, cuz
00:42:30 women are churches. Okay. Um
00:42:34 going on the Oh my the the wooden
00:42:40 >> pallets. Yes.
00:42:41 >> Yeah, the pallets. Sorry, my mind just
00:42:42 went blank.
00:42:46 >> That going on the pallets. That is
00:42:48 trash.
00:42:51 Um
00:42:55 >> yeah,
00:42:56 >> a lot of times what happens after you
00:42:58 get your justification
00:43:00 um or the baptism of fire when Yahweh
00:43:03 accepts your
00:43:06 willingness to repent
00:43:09 that
00:43:11 it starts to hit.
00:43:14 >> Mhm. And then also
00:43:19 if you’re like me, you you’ll fall into
00:43:24 your sins again.
00:43:26 >> Mhm.
00:43:27 >> Hence feeling like trash cuz here you
00:43:30 are.
00:43:32 You’ve accepted Joshua
00:43:37 and then you betray him basically
00:43:40 >> again
00:43:42 all over again. Yeah.
00:43:44 which goes along with uh John’s history
00:43:47 that he shared with us, right?
00:43:50 Mercy, justice and mercy. Justice also
00:43:52 should allow each one of us to have a
00:43:55 little bit of grace for Peter.
00:43:59 >> Oh yeah,
00:44:02 >> maybe a lot of grace for Peter. But
00:44:03 anyways,
00:44:04 >> dude, considering where he ended up, we
00:44:07 got all the grace in the world for
00:44:08 Peter. Oh,
00:44:13 >> well, I know that a lot of people get
00:44:15 harsh because uh with his denial of the
00:44:18 savior three times.
00:44:20 >> Well, the same thing with Thomas, too.
00:44:23 >> Yeah.
00:44:24 >> Like people brag on Thomas all the time.
00:44:26 I’m like, why?
00:44:28 >> Why?
00:44:30 it
00:44:32 to be honest
00:44:34 it is hard to stand up for truth when
00:44:38 your life is on the line. There are very
00:44:42 few who are willing to do that. It is so
00:44:46 easy.
00:44:49 >> Go ahead.
00:44:49 >> Just read some text.
00:44:51 >> Yeah.
00:44:52 >> And say I would have done better.
00:44:54 >> Yeah. But when you actually don’t in the
00:44:57 small circumstances,
00:45:00 it actually shows you won’t do it in the
00:45:02 big. Because until you do it in the
00:45:04 small, you won’t gain the strength or
00:45:07 maturity or the understanding to do it
00:45:10 in the big.
00:45:12 >> Yep.
00:45:13 >> Just don’t have it.
00:45:15 >> No, you you don’t.
00:45:18 >> And and that’s something that comes with
00:45:20 time and with practice.
00:45:24 >> Yes.
00:45:25 Everybody wants the big callings.
00:45:29 No one wants the small callings.
00:45:31 >> Well, and the problem
00:45:33 >> Everybody wants the calling. Everybody
00:45:35 wants the calling. They’re not the
00:45:37 qualified for.
00:45:40 >> Yeah. They want the prestige of it.
00:45:43 >> That’s what it is. It’s and and it’s a
00:45:45 pride thing. But yes,
00:45:48 >> but if you can’t do the small, you won’t
00:45:51 be able to do the big. It it it’s really
00:45:54 that simple. You don’t have the
00:45:56 character
00:45:58 or the diligence, the behavior, the
00:46:01 personality
00:46:03 or the desire.
00:46:05 >> Yeah.
00:46:06 >> Oh,
00:46:08 and we all have at least two calls.
00:46:15 >> You want to mention one, Ben?
00:46:17 >> Keep Torah
00:46:19 and help other people to do the same.
00:46:22 >> Yes. I would add a little to that.
00:46:25 >> Come under Yeshua’s covering, then keep
00:46:27 Torah, then help others.
00:46:29 >> Um, but yes, I do know
00:46:32 >> I would say I would say I would say that
00:46:35 you don’t really have those two callings
00:46:37 until you’ve done the one.
00:46:38 >> I I agree. I’m being explicit. Um, and I
00:46:42 do know you believe in Yeshua. I just
00:46:44 >> Yeah. Yeah.
00:46:46 >> I
00:46:48 although we compliment each other, we do
00:46:50 sometimes have different focuses. So
00:46:52 that’s fine.
00:46:53 >> Um,
00:46:55 but
00:46:59 it’s normal
00:47:01 to to go through this. It’s okay,
00:47:06 >> right?
00:47:07 >> And that’s what the church is there,
00:47:09 hence the ex-wife
00:47:12 >> woman is there to help with.
00:47:16 >> Yeah.
00:47:17 The church needs to be understanding and
00:47:23 remember what they went through
00:47:26 >> so they can have the compassion
00:47:29 >> to help
00:47:30 >> to help out. In addition, this goes
00:47:33 along with the the process or I don’t
00:47:37 like that word. The difference
00:47:40 and the reason I don’t like process is
00:47:42 because there is no steps to the altar
00:47:45 which is Yeshua. Okay.
00:47:48 >> And that is a summary of a phrase in
00:47:52 Yahweh’s um eternal Torah. Okay.
00:47:55 >> Yes.
00:47:56 >> Um
00:47:58 and so process is not the best phrase
00:48:03 but the change maybe that’s better.
00:48:07 >> Yeah. um from justification to
00:48:09 sanctification.
00:48:12 It takes time. It takes diligence and it
00:48:15 takes desire
00:48:17 and it takes help.
00:48:21 >> And that’s why we’re here. That’s why
00:48:23 we’re commanded to meet together off.
00:48:26 >> Yep. Um,
00:48:29 >> you know, they say to leave everything
00:48:31 at the altar, but nobody really
00:48:35 understands
00:48:36 how you get to that altar.
00:48:42 >> It al is approached that altar
00:48:47 >> was approached
00:48:49 via a ramp.
00:48:52 >> Yes.
00:48:54 >> Mhm.
00:48:54 >> Not stairs.
00:48:56 >> Not stairs.
00:48:57 Now this ramp is constantly ascending up
00:49:01 to the altar.
00:49:04 >> Yeah.
00:49:06 >> Do you want to expound that?
00:49:07 >> Yeah.
00:49:08 >> And that ramp represents the way
00:49:12 the altar represents the sacrifice
00:49:17 that is Yeshua.
00:49:21 For every sacrifice that you read about
00:49:24 in the law
00:49:27 points to Yeshua.
00:49:31 And those sacrifices were performed on
00:49:34 this altar
00:49:36 at which you were supposed to leave your
00:49:38 sins. The sacrifice wasn’t supposed to
00:49:41 be just the immolation of the animal.
00:49:43 You were supposed to have left your sins
00:49:46 upon the animal and watch and be able to
00:49:51 figuratively speaking watch them be
00:49:54 taken. Now I want to add to that real
00:49:56 quick even if he’s not done. The fat is
00:50:00 to burn. The fat is Yahweh’s. The fat is
00:50:03 sin. Yahweh will take your sin away if
00:50:07 you will allow him.
00:50:09 And so this way to the altar is the
00:50:12 broken heart and contrite spirit
00:50:14 expressed in your desire to obey all of
00:50:18 his commandments.
00:50:21 >> So the this um ramp
00:50:25 the start of it is justification. The
00:50:28 end of it is sanctification. The in
00:50:31 between is life.
00:50:33 >> Right. And so and so and so when you get
00:50:35 there at that s when you get there when
00:50:38 you arrive at that point of
00:50:40 sanctification you are by the altar who
00:50:43 is Yeshua.
00:50:45 >> Yeah. And you get to see his glory.
00:50:47 >> Mhm.
00:50:49 >> And his glory is that he kept Torah says
00:50:54 that everyone else can too to receive
00:50:57 that joy and peace. But if you do not
00:51:01 come under his covering, you don’t even
00:51:03 get in the outer court.
00:51:07 >> Correct? The outer court, just so people
00:51:10 are aware, is symbolic of the tstral
00:51:14 glory,
00:51:15 >> right?
00:51:15 >> Which is justification. Okay. Meaning
00:51:18 you you you’ve accepted Yeshua and he’s
00:51:21 and he’s accepted your desire to repent.
00:51:25 >> Right. Right. Right. And that whole
00:51:27 process of ra of going to the altar to
00:51:31 leave your sacrifice at the altar
00:51:36 >> which by the way that sacrifice is
00:51:37 >> Yeshua
00:51:42 >> to leave that your sacrifice at the
00:51:44 altar cannot come about unless you first
00:51:48 come under the covering of the blood of
00:51:50 the lamb so gloriously represented in
00:51:53 the Passover.
00:51:56 Mhm.
00:51:59 >> The blood sprinkled upon the lintils and
00:52:03 the doorposts.
00:52:06 The blood of the lamb of sacrifice. The
00:52:08 blood of the lamb of preservation.
00:52:18 come under his covering
00:52:21 and begin
00:52:23 to follow the way to the altar.
00:52:31 >> Yeah.
00:52:32 >> Amen. So, Ben’s done. I want to add a
00:52:35 little bit more about the dream if
00:52:37 that’s okay.
00:52:38 >> Yeah. I was gonna try to steer us back.
00:52:40 >> Yeah. I I I don’t want to take away from
00:52:43 people but uh two other things I would
00:52:46 like to add. Um with the three women or
00:52:52 groups of people um of the Jesuits, the
00:52:56 and the antichrist, right? Them
00:52:59 being on pallets goes along with how
00:53:01 they’re just trash
00:53:04 and everything they stand for is trash
00:53:07 and
00:53:07 >> hence they’re standing on trash,
00:53:09 >> right?
00:53:11 And
00:53:13 >> oh, sorry. Go ahead, Josh.
00:53:15 >> No, no, go ahead.
00:53:16 >> Okay. And so on on on um Josh’s brother
00:53:21 Andrew representing the 144
00:53:24 instead of somebody with a tag. Okay.
00:53:29 I I mean, who wouldn’t take someone with
00:53:30 a tag as meaning 144 because they’re
00:53:32 missionaries,
00:53:34 >> right?
00:53:37 >> It’s because this has to be a personal
00:53:39 thing. I when you look through the
00:53:42 scriptures like Enus for example when he
00:53:46 was forgiven
00:53:48 and converted really right not just some
00:53:51 stories he heard from his father
00:53:53 >> truly converted. Yes.
00:53:54 >> Yeah. And not just some stories that
00:53:56 sound cool but actually really being
00:53:58 converted. What did he want to do?
00:54:01 >> He wanted to help others.
00:54:03 >> Yeah. He wanted others to believe it
00:54:05 too. So I think it’s interesting too in
00:54:08 the dream he messes with the brain or
00:54:11 the head. Where does Yeshua put his seal
00:54:14 in the book of Revelations? In the
00:54:16 forehead.
00:54:17 >> The forehead. It’s where you think.
00:54:20 >> Yeah.
00:54:21 >> Well, it there’s two seals or places.
00:54:24 It’s the head and the hand.
00:54:26 >> Hand. Right.
00:54:27 >> I’m just thinking it’s interesting. I
00:54:29 just think it’s interesting that it’s
00:54:31 the forehead and 144,000.
00:54:33 >> Oh, yeah. because he’s changing the way
00:54:35 that we think.
00:54:36 >> Yeah.
00:54:38 >> Which is important.
00:54:40 >> But I the reason and I’m just going to
00:54:43 say it again. It was Andrew, his
00:54:45 brother,
00:54:47 is because it is a personal thing.
00:54:49 >> It is a personal It’s an intensely
00:54:51 personal thing.
00:54:54 >> And and so I’m I’m going to jump back in
00:54:57 here now. For me, this was an intensely
00:55:01 and while
00:55:03 when I had it and I couldn’t fall back
00:55:05 asleep because I went into superanalyze
00:55:07 mode, um it I took it the way it was
00:55:11 meant.
00:55:12 It was meant
00:55:15 for me.
00:55:19 It was meant to be personal and it was
00:55:22 meant to communicate things to me that
00:55:25 are important for me to know
00:55:29 >> moving forward.
00:55:32 >> And this is the beautiful thing about
00:55:34 Yahweh,
00:55:36 even the very eternal Yeshua Hamashiach.
00:55:40 He always
00:55:42 communicates
00:55:44 with us on a level that we will
00:55:49 understand.
00:55:51 There is no ambiguity.
00:55:57 There is no room for question or doubt.
00:56:02 when he speaks to you,
00:56:06 you know,
00:56:08 because it touches your soul.
00:56:11 >> Yeah.
00:56:15 >> And I I bear witness that I know this
00:56:19 dream was personal. It was meant for me.
00:56:21 It was meant to prepare me
00:56:26 for what I will have to do.
00:56:31 And I think it’s interesting that I was
00:56:34 able to bear these burdens cuz a human
00:56:37 body when it’s limp is heavy.
00:56:40 It is not a light thing to carry.
00:56:45 >> But I had no problem,
00:56:48 zero problems
00:56:51 carrying both my brother
00:56:53 >> and my ex-wife through the issues and
00:56:56 difficulties that they were having,
00:56:58 which tells me that I will be given
00:57:01 the strength that is required to perform
00:57:05 my mission.
00:57:08 So can I
00:57:09 >> that is very comforting to me because I
00:57:14 am often plagued
00:57:18 by doubts
00:57:21 of whether or not I will be able to do
00:57:24 what I need to do.
00:57:27 And this dream testified to me that I
00:57:30 will be given what I need to do what I
00:57:34 need to do.
00:57:37 >> Hey, so Josh, before you finish or once
00:57:40 you’re finished, I would like to share
00:57:42 one scripture if that’s okay.
00:57:44 >> Sure.
00:57:45 >> Okay. So, uh, I’m trying to get to
00:57:48 Isaiah. This is the perfect little
00:57:54 piece I feel
00:57:58 to
00:58:00 what you have been saying. Andrew
00:58:05 uh shared this with us
00:58:07 >> a while ago. It’s in Isaiah chapter 40.
00:58:14 >> And here he says, “Hast thou not known?
00:58:18 Hast thou not heard that the everlasting
00:58:20 Elohim, Yahweh, the creator of the ends
00:58:22 of the earth, faintth not, neither is
00:58:24 weary? There is no searching of his
00:58:26 understanding. He giveth power to the
00:58:28 faint, and to them that have no might,
00:58:30 he increasth strength. Even the youth
00:58:34 shall faint and be weary, and the young
00:58:35 men shall utterly fall. But they that
00:58:39 wait upon Yahwa or come under his
00:58:43 covering shall renew their strength.
00:58:47 They shall mount up with wings as
00:58:50 eagles, and they shall run and not be
00:58:53 weary, and they shall walk and not
00:58:56 faint.
00:58:56 >> Oh, let me tell you what.
00:58:58 >> Amen. Amen.
00:58:59 >> Let me tell Let me tell you what weight
00:59:01 upon y.
00:59:04 You know what it means to be meek?
00:59:08 To humbly obey,
00:59:09 >> to rest in Torah.
00:59:12 >> Ah, yes. Those who rest in Torah will
00:59:18 rise up with wings.
00:59:21 >> I like eagles.
00:59:24 >> Now I just so people are aware, the egle
00:59:27 is like the most majestic bird there is.
00:59:32 Uh wings are power and birds are
00:59:35 messengers.
00:59:37 >> This is why he says the meek shall
00:59:40 inherit the earth.
00:59:43 Well,
00:59:45 well, I just that that’s beautiful and
00:59:48 that is a perfect scripture to go along
00:59:50 with what I was going along with and and
00:59:52 it was very comforting to me in the
00:59:54 dream that that I did
00:59:57 I had the strength that I needed to do
01:00:00 what I needed to do. Um,
01:00:03 and
01:00:06 I
01:00:07 I’m I’m humbled.
01:00:10 I’m
01:00:12 looking forward to performing uh the
01:00:16 mission that Yahweh has for me, which I
01:00:18 believe is to be a protector uh in Zion
01:00:21 and to help keep the church safe from
01:00:24 the evil influences of the world.
01:00:28 >> Well, just look at it, ladies.
01:00:31 >> Yeah. The Jesuits, the the and
01:00:33 the and the antichrist. I
01:00:35 >> Well, I mean, just you’re built for more
01:00:38 that.
01:00:38 >> Yeah. Yeah.
01:00:39 >> I Yeah. Yeah. I do have a very strategic
01:00:42 mind and I I tend to approach things
01:00:45 from a very
01:00:47 pragmatic strategic
01:00:50 uh mindset
01:00:52 uh cause and effect. So if this happens
01:00:54 then this has to happen and and and so
01:00:57 on and so forth. So
01:00:59 >> I will tell you this much Josh I do look
01:01:01 forward very much to working closely
01:01:04 with you.
01:01:06 >> Oh yeah.
01:01:08 I I I will say this that um I this may
01:01:12 not be the longest recording of all
01:01:14 time, but I felt it was important
01:01:17 tonight that I I share this um and I
01:01:21 want to bear witness to the fact that if
01:01:25 anybody thinks that Yahweh has gone
01:01:28 silent,
01:01:30 that he does not talk with his children
01:01:32 now,
01:01:34 aka followers,
01:01:40 You are sadly mistaken.
01:01:43 He does.
01:01:44 >> Amen.
01:01:46 >> He does. A
01:01:47 >> and Joel 2 prophesies in these days,
01:01:50 last days from first coming to second
01:01:53 coming, he will give dreams to people
01:01:56 >> and visions.
01:01:57 >> And visions. Yeah.
01:02:01 >> And and I would say this is one of them.
01:02:04 >> Yeah.
01:02:04 >> Yeah. I I would agree. And um so I I I’m
01:02:09 glad I was able to share this uh
01:02:12 tonight. I I wasn’t initially planning
01:02:14 on doing it and then Stephen came up
01:02:16 with a great idea and I was like, you
01:02:18 know what? Let’s do this.
01:02:21 >> I feel it’s important. I feel it’s
01:02:23 important um on more levels than just
01:02:25 one. Um but the most important thing I
01:02:29 think that needs to come from this is
01:02:31 Yahweh does talk to his followers. He
01:02:33 does give them instruction. Amen.
01:02:35 >> He does prepare them for the missions
01:02:38 that they have to perform if they will
01:02:42 but
01:02:45 come under his covering,
01:02:48 live in his appointed way or live Torah
01:02:50 and help others to do the same.
01:02:56 >> And I say that very humbly.
01:03:02 Amen.
01:03:04 Amen.